Betrayed! Hypocrites!
These two words are now always in my mind, to describe them both.
To both of them:
Do you know how you betrayed my trust and shattered it into smaller pieces. Its not science, we are not learning digestion. This is reality and i still cant seem to accept it. I refused to believe all the things i heard, but then your actions revealed your true colours. These negative colours of yours and your thinkings.
Yes, i admit. Im dumb. So freakingly dumb that you both lied to me for like 1 year and so. One is enough, yet here is two. Do you know how my heart aches? Do you know how many times i cried? Not once, not twice, but thrice. If you are seeking for attention, then yes, you succeed. At the cost of few people getting sad because of this.
Seriously, you both changed OR maybe thats your true colours. I dunno, and i do not want to know.
But thanks to both of you, i managed to find my real friends that are truthful to me, who does not plan too much negative thoughts in their mind. And for that, im grateful. I will not trust you both anymore. Maybe, never ever will i be that dumb anymore. Thats all i have to say for you both.
Oh Ruijing, you are lucky. How i envy you sometimes. Innocent and maybe naive. You do not know anything about the cruelty of the outside world. You need not fear that cruelty as long as you heed weijie's sentence 'stay gold, ruijing' and please do so.
Although this is a painful lesson, but i had learnt to be stronger. Dont worry my dearest friends, i will not cry for both of them anymore. They are not worth it. Cheer up too, for you guys and me.
Number seven, all my trust!